Mary Sunshine

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Adverbs can go fuck themselves.

People tell me I can’t be happy with anything because I’m a perfectionist.  I prefer to say “constantly scrutinizing revisionist.” 

Maybe it sounds over-blown since I’m only conjuring a euphemism for a person who likes to bitch a lot.  I bitch, ok?  Usually silently, to myself, unless it’s done typingly on my blog or Twitter, or clearly, coldly, adverbedly to the people around me.  I am the kind for which good is not good enough.  Maybe I drive the people I care about to insanity.  I drive myself over the brink regularly, for sure.

I’m saying this because I’m having a particularly hard time of life, right now, and I’m very hard on myself - so if I know you, and you happen to see or call me, could you please keep this in mind and remind me to stop revising for a minute, stop berating myself?  I’ll thank you for it.

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